MY PARI

Monday, 20 May 2013

MY BROKEN HEART





The very Next Day,I Woke up @8.30am As that time was my Summer Vacations As i completed Last sem of Diploma.

As i woke up i had a Fu%#king Bad habit at that time of Refreshing mah FB(Facebook) Profile to check Notifications & Msgs,As i used to keep my computer open day & night,I Refreshed & Found one msg of my Friend Sharath,He was Planing for a night out.

Then i did chat with him for 4-5minutes As he was online At that time.
After that i did my Daily chores & went back to mah PC & I saw msg of my Sis that she like Pics which i clicked From My Canon DSLR in my native place(As she was nt there she told me to send all pics to her)
After Responding to her i  went back to my loves Profile.

There i saw a pic in which her friend tagged her.
In that pic she was seating on a Chair with her friend seating next to her,It was Clicked in a Class(Coz i saw a PC in front of her as well as in front of her Friend)
And that was the First time i Realize that something is happening to me......
In that pic she was thinking something......
I saw that pic of her for more that 20 minutes

By looking at that pic of my Pari  I saw Innocence in her Lovely Eye.........
I realize she need to be LOved.......She was never being loved that much & in that way she need......
I can see  the Pain of Broken Trust on Her Face....(What i Thought after watching her Profile is that she didnt like to be more popular amongs her friends as she is nt interested to post her Pretty Photos,She is not Interested in achieving  Fame,Popularity,& I Also thought She don't like to involve New people in her life.As she was having few friends in her FB Account bt she was on FB from past 2 yrs.   )

I sent her msg that i will be online again tonight @10pm

And I Passed the whole day in Club with my friends & went to Swimming than i came back to home
(As that day was Sunday I Skipped Gym That Day & I Came home @9pm) & did Dinner & Turned on My Internet @9.30
And what i saw was(She was already online @ That time)

I Started with "Hey"

She Replied "Hi"

ME- "AM sorry I Came online Late last night.......The time when i came online u went offline at the same time..........k.................Did u had Dinner????????????"

She-  "Yes & U?????"

Me- "Yup I Had.......& what r u doing............& what u did the whole day?????????"

She- "I went to Classes For M3"(Its Mathematics 3 for 3rd sem Engg.)

She also told me that she joined Shree Krishna Academy Classes

(I Was familiar with that class as i went  there in mah  FY & SY diploma days)

i told her that is Abhijeet Dusane is ur professor???????

She said yes and she was surprised that how i know that..... than i told her that i was under his guidance in my Diploma times......

So after this normal conversation we went further.....I asked her to tell me something about her Family.........

She told me that her Dad is Mechanical Engg......(I got impressed by this as i was also in the similar course) & her mom is housewife and her sis is 2yrs elder than her......

I told her About mah Family That my Dad is Civil Engg(The same Field she is in) 
& My Mom is Teacher & My Sis is in std 10th This yr 

After that we went Further(The Flirty Hidden Evil & Devil within me started Playing Games with mah girl)

I Asked her "If u Wont Mind can i Ask u something????????"

She Replied "Yes"

I Said "Do u have anyone Special in ur life???????I mean r u Single or engaged"

("Fingers-Crossed") (I Crossed my finger at that time and was hoping for a positive reply from her side)

May be the time was running at that time for the other humans in the world

But for me "Waqt jaise Tham sa gya tha"

A minute passed.........................No reply from her side

2 minutes passed.............................Still no reply

3 Minutes passed.............................Again nothing

At the start of the 4th minute i got scared and thought may be she feel bad coz of that question i  am a damn Fool why did i asked her that question so early.........Damn me......:(

And i was about to write her sorry

I Saw ( Shubhangi was Typing...................) on my screen

I hold mah Breath again & Crossed mah finger again & just hoping for a positive reply from her

(& Here we go She Repliedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd)


I Was in a state of Deep shock

Her Reply Was Negative..........................:( :-(

She Replied- "Yes I am in Relation"

That Movement a Part of

MY HEART GOT BROKEN <3         










 मेरा
टूटा
 दिल

Love u My Bacha :* :* Jaan Pls pls Miss me.....:*:*
And Best Of Luck For All Ur Exams And I decided 15th of Next month :*:*
And
Lots Of Kissi For My Jaan:*:*:*:*


Love U.....................................................................................SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO +24356532567643764764737467364=SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH



 

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